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  • Secret history : a translation of Vor tids Muhamed / by John Ahmanson ; translated by Gleason L. Archer.

    • Text
    • Chicago : Moody Press, c1984.
    • 1984
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JXD 85-99Offsite
  • Once a Catholic : prominent Catholics and ex-Catholics discuss the influence of the church on their lives and work / Peter Occhiogrosso.

    • Text
    • Boston : Houghton Mifflin, 1987.
    • 1987
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JFE 87-4632Schwarzman Building - General Research Room 315

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  • Falling from the faith : causes and consequences of religious apostasy / edited by David G. Bromley.

    • Text
    • Newbury Park, Calif. : Sage Publications, c1988.
    • 1988
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JXD 88-125Offsite
  • Setting the captives free : victims of the church tell their stories / Austin Miles.

    • Text
    • Buffalo, N.Y. : Prometheus Books, c1990.
    • 1990
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JFE 91-1140Schwarzman Building - General Research Room 315

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  • Secret ceremonies : a Mormon woman's intimate diary of marriage and beyond / Deborah Laake.

    • Text
    • New York : W. Morrow, c1993.
    • 1993
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JFD 93-9113Schwarzman Building - General Research Room 315

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  • I bought my first sixpack when I was 35 / John Bryan.

    • Text
    • Austin, TX : American Atheist Press, 1989.
    • 1989
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JFD 93-14735Schwarzman Building - General Research Room 315

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  • Versions of deconversion : autobiography and the loss of faith / John D. Barbour

    • Text
    • Charlottesville : University Press of Virginia, 1994.
    • 1994
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JFE 94-16761 ---Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Leaving the fold : testimonies of former fundamentalists / [edited by] Edward T. Babinski.

    • Text
    • Amherst, N.Y. : Prometheus Books, c1995.
    • 1995
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JFE 95-2566Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Leaving the fold / Marlene Winell ; [foreword by Steve Allen].

    • Text
    • Oakland, CA : New Harbinger Publications, [1993].
    • 1993
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JFE 94-16836Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • The recovering Catholic : personal journeys of women who left the church / Joanne H. Meehl.

    • Text
    • Amherst, N.Y. : Prometheus Books, 1995.
    • 1995
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JFE 95-6399Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Anglican-Orthodox pilgrimage / edited by Franklin Billerbeck.

    • Text
    • Ben Lomond, Calif. : Conciliar Press, c1993.
    • 1993
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFD 96-5966Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Chasing grace : reflections of a Catholic girl, grown up / Martha Manning.

    • Text
    • [San Francisco] : HarperSanFrancisco, c1996.
    • 1996
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFD 96-19302Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Finding the God of Noah : the spiritual journey of a Baptist minister from Christianity to the laws of Noah / by J. David Davis.

    • Text
    • Hoboken, NJ : Ktav Pub. House, 1996.
    • 1996
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFE 96-17634Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • The saintly scoundrel : the life and times of Dr. John Cook Bennett / Andrew F. Smith.

    • Text
    • Urbana : University of Illinois Press, c1997.
    • 1997
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JFE 97-7555Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315
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  • Women without superstition : "no gods--no masters" : the collected writings of women freethinkers of the nineteenth and twentieth centuries / edited by Annie Laurie Gaylor.

    • Text
    • Madison, Wis. : Freedom From Religion Foundation, 1997.
    • 1997
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFE 97-10916Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Welcome all wonders : a composer's journey / J.A.C. Redford.

    • Text
    • Grand Rapids, Mich. : Baker Books, c1997.
    • 1997
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JME 98-68Offsite
  • Mormons in transition / Leslie Reynolds.

    • Text
    • Grand Rapids, Mich. : Baker Books, c1998.
    • 1998
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JFD 98-8867Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • La moderna Inquisición / Vicenta Sánchez.

    • Text
    • Madrid : Grupo Unido de Proyectos y Operaciones, 1996.
    • 1996
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFE 99-7333Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Immaculate misconceptions : a self-help book for former Catholics / Sherry Bishop.

    • Text
    • Carlsborg, WA : Veranda Press, c1995.
    • 1995
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFD 00-6152Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • We left Jehovah's Witnesses : personal testimonies / Edmond C. Gruss.

    • Text
    • Phillipsburg, N.J. : Presbyterian and Reformed Pub. Co., c1974
    • 1974
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFD 00-17688Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • No regrets : how I found my way out of Mormonism / Judy Robertson.

    • Text
    • [S.l.] : Light and Life Communications, c1997.
    • 1997
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFD 02-4316Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • This dark world : a memoir of salvation found and lost / Carolyn S. Briggs.

    • Text
    • New York ; London : Bloomsbury, 2002.
    • 2002
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFD 02-10196Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Graceful exits : Catholic women and the art of departure / Debra Campbell.

    • Text
    • Bloomington : Indiana University Press, c2003.
    • 2003
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text JFE 04-1043Offsite
  • Mormon mavericks : essays on dissenters / edited by John R. Sillito and Susan Staker.

    • Text
    • Salt Lake City, Utah : Signature Books, c2002.
    • 2002
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFE 04-4144Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Faith and betrayal : a pioneer woman's passage in the American West / Sally Denton.

    • Text
    • New York : Knopf ; New York : Distributed by Random House, 2005.
    • 2005
    • 1 Item
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    Text IW 05-5654Schwarzman Building - Milstein Division Room 121

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  • The last street before Cleveland : an accidental pilgrimage / Joe Mackall.

    • Text
    • Lincoln ; London : University of Nebraska Press, c2006.
    • 2006
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFD 06-5805Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Gone for good? : church-leaving and returning in the twenty-first century / Leslie J. Francis and Philip Richter.

    • Text
    • Peterborough [England] : Epworth, 2007.
    • 2007
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFD 08-2537Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • The Mormon passage of George D. Watt : first British convert, scribe for Zion / Ronald G. Watt.

    • Text
    • Logan, Utah : Utah State University Press, c2009.
    • 2009
    • 2 Items
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    Text JFE 10-1845Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Faith no more [electronic resource] : why people reject religion / Phil Zuckerman.

    • Text
    • New York : Oxford University Press, 2011.
    • 2011
    • 2 Resources

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  • Warum ich kein Christ bin : Bericht und Argumentation / Kurt Flasch.

    • Text
    • München : Beck, 2013.
    • 2013
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text ReCAP 14-30435Offsite
  • Un affettuoso addio alla Chiesa / Anthony Kenny.

    • Text
    • Roma : Carocci editore, giugno 2016.
    • 2016-6
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text ReCAP 17-2528Offsite
  • Graceful exits [electronic resource] : Catholic women and the art of departure / Debra Campbell.

    • Text
    • Bloomington : Indiana University Press, c2003.
    • 2003
    • 2 Resources

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  • Leaving fundamentalism [electronic resource] : personal stories / foreword by Thomas Moore ; edited by G. Elijah Dann.

    • Text
    • Waterloo, Ont. : Wilfrid Laurier University Press, c2008.
    • 2008
    • 2 Resources

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  • The Mormon passage of George D. Watt [electronic resource] : first British convert, scribe for Zion / Ronald G. Watt.

    • Text
    • Logan, Utah : Utah State University Press, c2009.
    • 2009
    • 2 Resources

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  • Flunk, start : reclaiming my decade lost in Scientology / Sands Hall.

    • Text
    • Berkeley, California : Counterpoint, 2018.
    • 2018-2018
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFE 18-4330Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Mass exodus : Catholic disaffiliation in Britain and America since Vatican II / Stephen Bullivant.

    • Text
    • Oxford : Oxford University Press, 2019.
    • 2019
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFD 19-3631Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Perfectly clear : escaping Scientology and fighting for the woman I love / Michelle LeClair and Robin Gaby Fisher.

    • Audio
    • [New York, NY] : Penguin Audio, 2018.
    • 2018
    • 1 Item
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  • Leaving the witness : exiting a religion and finding a life / Amber Scorah.

    • Text
    • [New York] : Viking, [2019]
    • 2019
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFD 19-4843Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Unfollow : a memoir of loving and leaving the Westboro Baptist Church / Megan Phelps-Roper.

    • Text
    • New York : Farrar, Straus, and Giroux, 2019.
    • 2019-2019
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFE 20-1711Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Faith no more : why people reject religion / Phil Zuckerman.

    • Text
    • New York : Oxford University Press, 2011.
    • 2011
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFE 11-4591Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • A queer and pleasant danger : a memoir / Kate Bornstein.

    • Text
    • Boston : Beacon Press, [2012]
    • 2012
    • 1 Item
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    Text *PWZ (Bornstein, K.) 12-467Schwarzman Building - Dorot Jewish Division Room 111

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  • Beyond belief : my secret life inside Scientology and my harrowing escape / Jenna Miscavige Hill with Lisa Pulitzer.

    • Text
    • New York : William Morrow, 2013.
    • 2013
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFE 13-4158Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • The latter days : a memoir / Judith Freeman.

    • Text
    • New York : Pantheon Books, 2016.
    • 2016
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFE 16-9847Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Un milliard d'années : dans les secrets de la scientologie / Lucas Le Gall.

    • Text
    • Paris : Cherche midi, [2020]
    • 2020-2020
    • 1 Item
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    Text ReCAP 21-108196Offsite
  • Heretic : a memoir / Jeanna Kadlec.

    • Text
    • New York, NY : Harper, an imprint of HarperCollinsPublishers, [2022]
    • 2022-2022
    • 1 Item
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    Text JFE 22-4342Schwarzman Building - Main Reading Room 315

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  • Nonverts : the making of ex-Christian America / Stephen Bullivant.

    • Text
    • New York, NY : Oxford University Press, [2022]
    • 2022-2022
    • 1 Resource

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  • Nonverts [electronic resource] : the making of ex-Christian America / Stephen Bullivant.

    • Text
    • New York, NY : Oxford University Press, [2022]
    • 2022
    • 2 Resources

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  • Joseph White Musser : a Mormon fundamentalist / Cristina M. Rosetti.

    • Text
    • Urbana : University of Illinois Press, [2024]
    • 2024
    • 1 Resource

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  • Das allgemeine Dekret der deutschen Bischofskonferenz zum Kirchenaustritt vom 15. März 2011 : der Kirchenaustritt in Deutschland aus der Sicht des katholischen Kirchenrechts / Noach Heckel.

    • Text
    • Sankt Ottilien : Eos-Editions Sankt Ottilien, 2018.
    • 2018
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text KBU3082 .H43 2018Off-site
  • Version of deconversion : autobiography and the loss of faith / John D. Barbour.

    • Text
    • Charlottesville : University Press of Virginia, 1994.
    • 1994
    • 1 Item
    FormatCall NumberItem Location
    Text BV820 .B37 1994Off-site
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